Anti-Harassment Policy

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I feel like they've started to take over my life. I grew two cup sizes over Christmas vacation and not only was it painful but noticeable. I'm 6'1", 130-140 lbs and only a 30 band. They're starting to dominate my frame. I know I'm thin, probably under weight but I eat well and don't do any weird diets.

Last night I went to a New Year's party with my gf and 3 of her friends. We're all lesbians except one girl who is busty also. All night all we talked about was my boobs or the other girls boobs.

I could tell the other girl was liking all the attention and frankly so do I.....normally. But I had a thought: if my bust was more proportional, what would we talk about? I couldn't think of anything. I honestly don't like these people, they're functioning alcoholics, they only ever what to talk about sex, alcohol, or work. What about the shooting in Colorado? How do you feel about Net Neutrality? What's you stance on global warming? And no, for the last time, I'm not going to get them out so we can compare. I think some of this is magnified by the fact my relationship is clearly failing. We're just not on the same page anymore.

But like I said I can't help but enjoy being told I'm sexy, or beautiful. I love my boobs they're super sensitive, perky and got a good shape. I like the way they make my shirts look. I like the way they feel. I just like them. I never contemplated having big boobs until I got here but now I am.

I haven't been "really busty" for more than a few years but I honestly don't know what is do without them now. I feel like my relationship, friendship and even some of my work accomplishments would evaporate if I didn't have my boobs.

That, very sobering, realization has me feeling pretty guilty. I feel like just the fact that I sometimes feel any kind of positive emotion for my boobs makes me a slut. I feel like hating then is "the right thing to do". Arnt women supposed to only complain about big boobs?